I'm supposed to find out the decision on Wednesday morning and I have never been this antsy in my life. But I just have to remember...
"I will take up my cross and follow, Lord where you lead me.
I will take up my cross and follow, wherever you go."
I wish I didn't feel so scared. But I know that Your love dispels all my fears. My heart may be aching, but I just have to keep a brave face and more importantly a brave heart. Whatever happens, happens and I am going to be okay.